I grew up in a toxic home, one was an alcoholic and the other was borderline plus extremely bitter. I didn’t understand until much later how bad it really was and swore not to perpetuate the behavior. Over the years, I have thought about proposing to two women but it simply didn’t work out. The last one which I do not include in the group was my longest relationship but turned out to be quite secretive of her past and it ended badly. Perhaps everyone is not meant to find “the one”, but I’d rather be happy than to be miserably married like my parents.
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